My London, where we don’t just get down but let the gun clap till a man is down. Screw faces, look twice and gets laced, fast paced you’ve got keep your wits about you. Not everyone can survive and live at the same time so people get eaten alive, where guys are always trying, you might get chiefed up for being too kind, where people act blind to poverty and violence that’s so poignant, not much distant between us and the uber rich, council flats where I became a man way too soon, a goon bag is what I aspired for, conspired with so many that I pray I get forgiven for given in to my circumstances, Lauryn hill said how I’m supposed to win if I ain’t right with in but I have this devil within me that tends to creep out at the most awkward situations, then I’ll visit my fallen comrade in the hospital ward, renegade youth lost in the magical city of London we just want the fast money, the honey is what motivates I’m not looking for a queen bee, I’ll slip on my white tee, with the trainers to match it, expensive watches to feel important, let them free my brothers from their over stretched sentences and we’ll shutdown the city like the brudda skepta said. I’m fully grown now, or so I would like to think. For now I’ll smoke till my lungs give in on me, not one to choke in heated moments, you should see me walking through my hometown I greeted from the locals to shopkeepers the love is surreal, I just want someone who is real who could understand me on a personal level, that doesn’t enforce change, yet proposes better ideas, she might even give me a purpose to strive for something that’s greater that me and her…so I’m here steady, day dreaming…hoping that I’m ready when fate when finally comes my way and pops down my avenue, but till then I’ll be here with my the snakes and leaches trying accumulate some kind of revenue to sustain me. They wonder how I accept the pain that I’m dealing with, how are you supposed to except anything else when all you know is treachery and bloodlust, not one to fall in love..the lust is what drives me to new heights, the plight on one man is to heavy for anyone to burden..